KayBuckaroo's Journal, 01 April 2019

Had a really intense HR meeting today, and they’re asking me to take temporary disability for the duration of my pregnancy. I hope my OB says yes, as that would take me away from the chemicals, fumes, smoke etc. It makes me so much more dependent on Steve financially, so that’s tough. But I’d like to do it regardless. Fingers crossed!

I hit the sugar pretty hard today at work, but I logged it and now I’m moving on. I’m not going to continue over eating while I’m at home, I think about Rosio’s very enlightening post about puncturing the remaining three tires after you get a flat. Something about stopping the madness and not making a bad situation worse. So I got my work clothes off, got diet squirt next to me, and heated up my beanbag for around my neck. Even though I ate so called supper at 3 PM, I’m honestly already for bed and it’s not even 6 PM.

Historically speaking I absolutely hate April Fools’ Day. But there are some good Memes out there and so I’ve had a couple good laughs today. And for the first year in I don’t know how long, as far back as I can remember, my mom did not get me on this day. She usually bamboozles me with a story about tickets to Florida or she’s selling the family home, she fell, She won the lottery. What a trickster, but today her story was her house was being encroached upon by massive incredible shoves threatening to destroy the house And I just thought it was my mom being melodramatic LOL

Steve continues to move in his things, and it’s actually quite intimidating for me mentally and emotionally. So wish me luck and strength as my life takes another official turn here. Good night sleep tight don’t let the cookies bite.

Diet Calendar Entry for 01 April 2019:
4370 kcal Fat: 164.86g | Prot: 115.84g | Carb: 631.04g.   Breakfast: Beef Meatballs, Baguette, Mozzarella Fresca Fresh Mozzarella, 2% Fat Milk, 7-Eleven Blueberry Cheese Danish, Cinnamon Sugar, Albertsons Plain Bagel, Margarine. Lunch: Snyder's of Hanover Hot Buffalo Wing Pretzel Pieces, Cheeseburger . Dinner: Pumpkin Bread, Cupcake with Icing, Publix Red Seedless Grapes, Mashed Potato, Brown Gravy, Farm Rich Cheese Curds, Baguette, Beef Meatballs, Sodexo Turkey & Cheese Sandwich, Girl Scout Cookies Caramel DeLites. Snacks/Other: Dove Silky Smooth Dark Chocolate Promises (5), Gummy Bears, Licorice, Brach's Chewy Treats Candy, Grandma's Chocolate Chip Cookies (34g), Bananas . more...

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Everything will be ok! 🙏💕  
01 Apr 19 by member: Keilin_4
I’m sure you expected that, but it adds to the overal stress for sure.. 
01 Apr 19 by member: Kenna Morton
Kenna I really did, but not so soon. I’m only 12 weeks. I am feeling a bit anxious as this is something I enjoy doing so I almost feel like I’m going to grieve the loss of my daily routine and a lot of that is a social connection. I have one hundred people easily that I’m able to work with every day.  
01 Apr 19 by member: KayBuckaroo
Thank you Keilen I bet you’re right  
01 Apr 19 by member: KayBuckaroo
I’m thinking that had they known you were pg you might have been out even earlier. Chemical exposure in 1st trimester? Do they even have a safety policy for that? Loss of social contact is a Biggy. Unless you get out of the house and find something to occupy your time it will become too easy for you to SNACK your way through the 2nd and third trimester. Any volunteer opportunities in your area that might help with that issue. . 
01 Apr 19 by member: Kenna Morton
Do it Kbuck! Healthy babe is #1. Part time something? Exercise time? You’ll work it out 
01 Apr 19 by member: 66Pack
@KayBuckaroo, yes, i know you like your job and the people, but it'll be best for you and the baby to get away from the chemical exposures. What with the "universe shift" coming -- new baby, Steve moving in, the financial change -- that's a lot on your plate. I just thought of that Seinfeld episode where George Costanza's father has been advised to cope with stress by shouting, "Serenity now... SERENITY NOW!!" Be well! 
02 Apr 19 by member: Miraculum
Kenna You’re right and we have a genetic testing appointment coming up on the ninth and I’m sad to say I am nervous about it. No there is no protocol for chemical exposure the first trimester In the yard .... my employers wouldn’t have me leave being pregnant in fact there are other girls who are pregnant and they hang their heads over the buckets of paint and try to tell me that there is no scientific evidence of it being hopeful for a fetus. It’s just awful. The Company in itself doesn’t give a shit that I’m pregnant it’s been me alone fighting for this but now I am sad because I realize it’s going to be all too easy to snack my way to my second trimester. But I’ll go to the Y every day if they ask me to go On temporary disability, I’ll sign up for a class a day and force myself to go. And I’ll volunteer at Matthew school to help facilitate with his behavioral program. But you hit the nail on the head, I would be nervous about just sitting around and eating because I’ve done that twice. Thank you for talking to me about this and thank you for your support everyone 
02 Apr 19 by member: KayBuckaroo
Miraculum, I love your awesome attitude! SERENITY NOW!!!! Picture me just shouting that to the heavens, like Constanza! 😂 I will get to the YMCA EVERY DAY and make friends there. And, at my trainers gym. Maybe I’ll enjoy it 😆💪🏻 
02 Apr 19 by member: KayBuckaroo

     
 

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