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I've been unhappy with my weight for years. Even in high school when I weighed just 145 lbs I thought I was fat. As the years went by, I saw myself as fat so a pound here and there started to add up and I was just too unhappy with myself already to care anymore. The love of my life has been with me for 4 years and has stuck by me as I gained 30 lbs before his eyes. He always tells me he loves my shape, but yesterday he told me my stomach is getting kind of bulgy. For him to even mention it says a lot. I need to lose this weight or I will lose him and any sense of who I am and how I see myself. I tell myself I've tried and failed before but 2 days of not eating ice cream doesn't count as an actual attempt. This time I have no choice but to succeed. By this summer, I will be wearing my favorite clothes that I've been saving for when I'm skinny.
I will do this... I have to...
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