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Sometimes reality just sucks. I keep a second home in fantasy land. I will take the deed to that property with me to my grave. So, I'm feeling pretty sassy in my 75lb lighter frame. That is a hugh number and I feel great. I'm tucking in my shirts, wearing belts and I may have even strutted around a couple times. Then...I try on new clothes. UGH. Seriously, I do not want X's anywhere on my labels. I don't want to see numbers before those X's. Yes, I have body image issues. I think my body is better looking than it actually is! Dang. I realise that from where I was, this is great. From where I should/need to be, I am indeed still a plus size gal. Crap. I prefer my doses of reality in smaller bites. Still, I choose to be excited about summer. Skin will be exposed! Arms, legs and a little clevage. Today I will keep covered up. It is in everyones best interest. I will keep reality at an arms lenght and my spirits up. Life is good.
Diet Calendar Entries for 17 February 2012:
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1217 kcal
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Fat: 38.90g | Prot: 45.76g | Carb: 168.60g.
Breakfast: granola thins nature valley, raspberry yogurt weight watchers, fiber one chocolate peanut butter bar 90 cal, coffee. Lunch: cupcake, strawberry yogurt weight watchers, broccoli, chocolate soy light milk. Dinner: sausage pizza. more...
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4095 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Conditioning exercise (health club) - 30 minutes, Exercise machine (fast) - 42 minutes, Resting - 14 hours and 48 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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