With my relationship finally over, I find myself a very pained individual. My heart hurts, but I know that it will only get better from here on out. Eriel says that I should get into a routine. she says that a routine will help me with both the depression and the weight loss. I foresee this to be possible, but not easy.
She wants to swim, I am all for this, but personally I don't know if we can keep it up very long. she seems to be genuinely concerned about my lack of eating. I feel like it can't hurt to eat so little since I would sincerely be better if I weighed a little less.
I have been trying so hard to make myself better, but I can't focus on making me better, and making the house better at the same time.
yay depression as an appetite suppressant.
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