Empty Rae's Journal, 25 January 2010

I was wrong... I guessed before what my weight was. I weighed myself this morning and I'm actually my original highest weight again. I haven't been this obese since my senior year of high school. I'm an even fatter failure than I thought I was. I said I'd never fail again and be this fat before and now here I am making the same promise yet again. I MUST NOT FAIL THIS TIME. FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION. I WILL BE THIN!!!

187.5 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 67.5 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.