redwinelover's Journal, 07 January 2012

A roller coaster. I swear, I'm on this giant, sickening roller coaster ride and I want off. Funny, I used to LOVE roller coasters. But this isn't a story I'm willing to get into now. Just mentioning it as I'm sure it affects my overall outlook.

Diet is going well so far. Poor hubby is sick and in bed now. No hiking for us this weekend, for sure. He's on the z-pack and sure that'll knock out whatever he's dealing with as far as the cough is concerned, but now I fear he may also have the flu. Hard to know since he's so sensitive to hydrocodone and the cough medicine the doctor prescribed has that in it.

My weight was down some on the scale today. Still just over 135 and in my stubbornness and my need to play the ostrich, I'm not officially recording those numbers. I'm "recording" here so I can look back and know. I know, it's silly. I may put in historical numbers once back in those 120's. Wow, seems so far away. And to think I thought I was getting fat at 128. I'd be jumping for JOY to see that number. Hey, someone remind me of that when I get there. I have this habit of looking past the present good as if it's not good enough.

Sorry to sound like such a downer here. Life (okay...my daughter) keeps throwing this fast balls at me and I just can't seem to duck fast enough. sigh....

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664 kcal

Fat: 34.48g | Prot: 18.70g | Carb: 76.88g.   Breakfast: Sugar Free French Vanilla Coffee Creamer, grape tomatoes, alpine valley flaxseed bread, pumpkin soup. Lunch: gala apple, Almonds, Wasabi & Soy Sauce. more...