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i had a vanilla latte and a peanut butter cookie today and i don't feel guilty about it. i've earned that shit. i've been doing so well with eating right and working out, i'm actually proud of myself. i tried on my brown pants today. they are in fact my most favorite pants, they are a size 8, i bought them at express for $8 about 2 years ago, and could never wear them because they were too tight that they would barley button and would cut off circulation to my vag. haha but now they're even loose on me, i'm so excited.
and that's how i'm measuring my weight loss goals, not so much by pounds, but how i look in clothes or the activity i do, or what i choose to eat. it's all changed now, and for the better. my goal is to run mile square park without stopping, (about 4 miles) by the end of the year. i can do 2 right now, walk 1/2 mile, run 1 mile, then walk 1/2.
i also don't think i want to lose any more weight. i'm around 153 lb. give or take a few, but i hate that my clothes don't fit and i can't afford to buy more, i hate looking baggy. plus i think that my body type needs it. my goal is 145, and i wanna hit that by the end of the year. if not, i'm sticking to where i am and just tone my body.
we shall see.
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