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So yesterday was a crap fest.. my son had a field trip and I could not go on it with him.. he was bummed (and got over it really fast) I was bummed and it ruined my whole day. My one friend said that I should think about what I do with my kids at school as apposed to being focused on what I can't and that there are loads of parents out there that never ever make it to one meeting or game or play date or anything and I know she is right but I still felt bad yesterday. I said to her what in the world would I ever do if I ever had real problems? Some times I just feel broken like right now. My life is pretty near perfect and I have a home but I am really down in the dumps and yesterdays field trip thing just set me off. I also found out that my sons bf wont play with him anymore because the bf only wants to play with this girl. So he might be a bit bummed about that.. but I did not hear it from him.. I heard it from the bf's mom. So really my son might just have no idea that he has been replaced. :P I am just tired and I want to sleep. Also I just noticed that I have like 60 more lbs to go and right now that number just seems daunting. I started my tom yesterday and things tend to feel more pressing or huge for me during that time.. so I am trying to keep things in perspective and be grateful but I am a bit of a drama queen (on the inside) so I am struggling. I would just like to be woken up in a few days time that is all. :) Have a good day people.
Diet Calendar Entry for 23 September 2011:
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1107 kcal
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Fat: 43.11g | Prot: 70.80g | Carb: 123.47g.
Breakfast: almonds, fat free cottage cheese, sausage style crumbles. Lunch: morningstar farms mushroom lovers, fat free cottage cheese. Snacks/Other: PEAR, SUN MIXED dried fruit, cashews. more...
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Ceebee - Chin up - It's just TOM - you'll feel better when it passes. The field trip thing sucks, but your friend is right - you have been able to do a lot with your kids at school. It's priceless. And there will be more field trips to go on. That's a bummer that your son has been replaced by a girl. :( But maybe he's playing with other kids anyway and doesn't really notice. Kids are resilient - you will probably take it harder than he does. Anyway, ((hugs)) to you o' drama queen. :)
23 Sep 11 by member: tglenna
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Ceebee this to shall pass, by this time next week you will be feeling a whole lot better. Don't forget boys deal with friends in a whole different way to us girls even the little guys. I know my son just had a ton of buddies they don't need a bestie like girls do. They don't want close sharing info with each other, just want to play ball there is always another guy around to play with. Just watch and see how it all plays out. Look at your weight loss as each 10lbs makes it a whole lot easier not so daunting at all. {{HUGS}} to you we are all on this journey with you.
23 Sep 11 by member: Yvonne19
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