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I was pretty happy this morning until I got a call from my boyfriend telling me he's gonna come back sunday instead of thursday (and he's gone since February 6th). Seriously, I'm feeling really down right now... I've been excited (well, it finally got in my head that 3 weeks was pretty long) since saturday and I was almost dreaming about how to get him from the airport. I don't know if my behaviour is a bit childish, but I kinda lost all that excitement to see him now. His father wants him to stay a bit more over there (and I *do* understand) it's just that, you know, I'm not less sad because of the reason he stays there. And I really thought I would, you know, react like I want to eat chocolate or popcorn to feel a bit better but it's actually the opposite. I'm drinking my coffee right now and I almost feel like throwing up when I'm looking at my lunch (there isn't anything unhealthy in it but thinking about food makes me want to throw up).
Sorry if I'm rambling, I just need to get it off my chest and wanna know if I'm honestly overreacting or not :(
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