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My weight seems to be back down, so I'm glad about that. I will get back in the gym tomorrow.
I house/dog-sat for my sister this weekend. Her and her husband have a really nice house and lots of nice stuff... /jealous. At least I can say I'm a better housekeeper than her. Lol. Her dogs were very well behaved, and rather amusing. They're so sweet. They cuddle together when they nap. It was adorable.
I wanted to house/dog-sit without the boyfriend this weekend, but when I suggested that he went into a whole "fine, I'll pack my stuff, I'm sure you'll be kicking me out when you get back" speil. Ugh. We've been having issues. Well, AN issue. Probably the same issue most serious couples have: I want to move forward, and he doesn't yet. I hate it. He has trust issues from a previous relationship, bad views on marriage because of his parents, and is all around scared of change, I think. I've been nothing but great to him and he still doesn't trust that I won't just disappear on him one day. It's irritating, I know it's not supposed to be personal, but it still hurts when you don't feel trusted. He SAYS he wants to be with me and get married sometimes but then he'll say how scared he is of it. I've done everything I can to try to ease his fears, but it really feels like he's not TRYING to get over them. Part of me wants to tell him to either shit or get off the pot, but the other part wants to be the great, caring, understanding girlfriend that I am and just keep giving him time. It's been a year. I think a year is long enough to know if you're going to work out or not... I mean, he wanted to move in together, so he obviously doesn't intend to look for anyone else, right? Ugh. It just doesn't make sense to me and it's driving me insane.
Eehhh. Oh well. I just don't want to start feeling like I'm wasting my time again.
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