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This last semester has sucked.
Sucked in several ways, in fact. Sucked in the general sense but also sucked the life and energy right out of me. I had one class that I barely passed (and it was a stressful period as I waited between the final and the grade being posted to find that I passed.) I'm still not working, this is also stressful and there's a bunch of other crap going on that I don't want to go into here (at least right now.)
It hasn't been a good couple of months and I know I completely fell "off the wagon" so to speak. I don't want to know how much right now because I'm not ready to know or deal with it - there's too many other things on my mind right now and the last thing I need is more stress.
I'm trying to get my life back in order and that means a few different things - namely slowing down because I can't keep up the pace I was going at for most of the last year. I realize this now - okay, I probably always knew it but just kept pushing myself. I'm either taking the summer off from school or cutting down on classes dramatically (haven't officially decided which because I'm waiting to hear on a few things before I can make a good decision.)
I'm hoping forcing myself to log again will stop the stress eating I've been doing the last few months and nip some of the other maladaptive crap in the bud. We'll see.
Anyway... back, kinda. We'll see how this goes.
Diet Calendar Entries for 10 May 2011:
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1388 kcal
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Fat: 42.94g | Prot: 74.27g | Carb: 178.50g.
Breakfast: greek style nonfat yogurt blueberry, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Vanilla Coffee Creamer. Lunch: ketchup , diet coke, French Fries (Kids’ Meal), Ultimate Chicken Grill Fillet. Dinner: Trader Joe's Chicken Tikka. Snacks/Other: trader joe's organic popcorn, baby carrots . more...
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3036 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 1 hour, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 14 hours and 15 minutes, Driving - 15 minutes, Housework - 30 minutes. more...
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