RealtorInTx's Journal, 02 May 2009

Dog-gone it...I've been doing fairly well. But what happens? I lose control today...the day before my weigh-in. Shoot!
I only got 2hrs sleep last night (just couldn't fall asleep) and faced an early and tough work day today. I decided to do 30mins on my treadmill, before my appointments, in order to 'wake up'. Well, it worked...temporarily. Had fruit before & breakfast after my workout, but didn't anticipate going so many hours without stopping to eat. I think I was more concerned with getting my work done than in what I ate and when. Big Mistake.

After wrapping up the day, I dragged myself into my house, but then realized that I didn't restock the fridge like I planned to do yesterday. Grrrr.

So what do I do? I decide to throw some sweet potato fries into the oven, but forgot that my sons told me they picked up pizza...which according to them "didn't taste good" (that's what they say so that I'm not tempted). Well, I opened the oven before turning it on...and there it was! Pizza boxes. Dang it!

I was just too sleepy to resist it tonight. I ate 2 slices and enjoyed every second of it. Of course now I'm kicking myself. I weigh-in tomorrow! For crying out loud...when I blow it, I blow it at the worst times. (Sigh)

But, Enough! It's all good. I did it. I admit it. And quite frankly, I enjoyed it. No sense in licking my wounds and whining about it now. It's not the first time I've side-stepped the Plan. Now that I think about it, I'm pretty proud of myself for stopping at 2 slices. I don't think that's ever happened before! :-)

I'm gonna suck it up, get over it, try to get a good night's sleep and face that scale in the morning like the strong & confident woman I am!

Who am I kidding...I'm shaking in my boots. ;-)

Teasing, teasing...I just hope I don't start pouting "like the woman I am" when the numbers reflect my behavior...teeheehee!
Wish me luck!