feeling sad. I almost went down the wrong road to comfort food. I saw my ex-boyfriend today, and I was definitely not looking the best. I completely froze and when he walked by he and his friends laughed and I started feeling sad. Next thing I know in the car my mom tells me about how my ex-boyfriend's grandma was doing and she was diagnosed with cancer. She was so sick she couldn't walk out of bed anymore.
I was always close with my ex's family, I ate dinner with them, chilled with them and all my ex did was isolating himself in his room majority of his day. To me, it felt like a second family besides my ex.
Now I'm having thoughts to visit them but I despise my ex.
Diet Calendar Entries for 08 July 2014:
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824 kcal
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Fat: 37.07g | Prot: 23.17g | Carb: 105.15g.
Breakfast: Dry Roasted Peanuts (with Salt), King's Kimchi, Trader Joe's Green Papaya Salad, Peach. Lunch: Subway 6" Spicy Italian. Dinner: Vanilla Ice Creams, La Costena Whole Black Beans, Rice Soup. Snacks/Other: Doritos Nacho Cheesier Tortilla Chips, Doritos Nacho Cheesier Tortilla Chips. more...
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1742 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Stretching (yoga) - 30 minutes, Standing - 1 hour, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 26 minutes, Sitting - 10 hours, Resting - 4 hours and 4 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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