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Well, I'm looking for another part-time job right now. College may be on the agenda come fall if I can't find anything good. I will call the community college tomorrow. Spanish - I can read it almost fluently, but speak it and write it only fair, and writing would be good, but I would have to take English, which I hate. They kick you out of the semester if you miss more than like two days, doctor's letter or not, it is so bizarre, and three weeks ago I was horribly sick with that stomach flu for two days and basically unable to do anything for a week, so I hope that doesn't happen or anything like it if I go to school. That is why I would rather go to continuing ed classes at the large university nearby. The place I am leaving has been OK, but it is time to go. I think school will help, I can at least try it, in the past I wasn't mentally stable enough to go long-term. Diet going well, my old friend is receiving a huge retirement pension, and I really can't at this point in my life constantly go out with him everywhere to eat all the time and spend money hand over fist as my income is nowhere near his. Perhaps as I never have had a NORMAL life,(family, house, kids, relatives always stopping by), and I know I'm missing so much because of this and have come to this reality it may be time to get ready to move to Hawaii somewhere I at least liked living and go to a place where at least the weather is decent and not freezing half the year. An older woman I ran into who is a friend wants to date, but as I am really planning to leave in the next year or two it isn't going to last so I don't know what to do... P.S. I called an airline - fares are superlow, if I book in advance for November when the schedules come out in a few months I can get to Honolulu very inexpensively, so it quite likely I'm going to go at this point.
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