this has been a stressful week. not much going on, just really tired of the same old stuff. lots to that story, but what can u do but take it day by day? i often think that once i get out of california, things will all be so much better, then it pops in my head how scary it is to leave bc everything we have worked towards has been here. i am torn between the adventure of leaving, or the possible safety of staying. it were with anyone else, i would be falling apart. the nemesis may be, but at least he has my back, and ready to catch me at every fall. who said true love doesnt exist?
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