Smollettri's Journal, 19 January 2014

I am sorry I have not been on in a while. I have undergone such a hard loss it is tearing me apart inside. Last Tuesday, my dearly beloved mother passed away. It is still hard for me to say that. I miss her so much that it feels like my heart is being torn from my chest. I am starting a Weight Loss Program within the next week and, although I am so doing it for me and me only, I am doing it in her honor. Right before she died she put a comment on Facebook, telling me she was behind me one hundred percent. I need to live with that legacy. I am in a lot of physical and now emotional pain that even getting up in the morning does not seem worth it, but I gotta do it. I gotta do it for her and for myself. If any of you ever lost your mom, who was your best friend, you will know what I am talking about. God bless all moms out there, living or deceased.

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So sorry for your loss. Please know that we'll be here to support you in this way you have chosen to honor your Mother.  
19 Jan 14 by member: BuffyBear
So sorry to read of your loss. Thought and prayers to you and yours.  
19 Jan 14 by member: Jstaparrothead
Sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you♄  
19 Jan 14 by member: lalis
Blessings hugs and loves to you.  
19 Jan 14 by member: ClassicRocker
Bless your sweet heart. Thank you for letting us know, Smolletri. I like what you are doing for your mom and you, too. Keep us posted. (((Hugs!))) 
19 Jan 14 by member: Mom2Boxers
Thank you, Guys. I feel like I haven't fully entered the grieving process. It just feels like there is a knife in my heart right now. I am glad I have you all to understand and be with me, even if it is just on here. If you have facebook and wish to look me up, my email address is artisteluttant@cox.net. I would be happy to add you all to my list of friends there as well. 
19 Jan 14 by member: Smollettri
So sorry you are suffering so. You had the best so your loss is acute. What a wonderful way to honor your mom by attending to your good health. Every mother wants their child to have a long, happy and healthy life. 
19 Jan 14 by member: JovialJ
I am so sorry!! I lost my mom 6 years ago and I miss her every day...Like your mom, mine was my biggest supporter and honoring her is honoring all wonderful women who has come before us. Keep putting one foot in front of the other and pray!! It is all I know to do.  
21 Jan 14 by member: bonrat
Such a sweet message from your mom on FB, but a hard reminder probably. So very sorry for your loss.  
03 Feb 14 by member: Helewis

     
 

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