amanda123's Journal, 02 December 2010

So sleepy this morning. I have never had trouble falling asleep before. I was the kind of person who was always out within 2 minutes of my head hitting the pillow.... so what is the deal!!! For the last 4 days in a row now when I get it bed I lie awake tossing and turning for at least an hour. Then I get up 4 to 5 hours later feeling like I have been run over by a train. Weight is still on the downslide and that is great. Oh I found out last night that I am getting an extra grant for school. It pays $500 per semester which is exactly what I needed to cover books. This is the best because I was going to have to take out loans but now I don't have to. Uuuuggg I better go get my coffee and try to wake up. I hope I don't get fired. I know I won't but I just feel like I don't have it all together lately. I didnt get my shower this morning and I take a shower and wash my hair every morning. So my hair is slicked up in a pony tail, I have a bump on my chin... from all the Thanksgiving goodies no doubt, my jeans are too baggy, and I really need to shave my legs! LOL! You ever just have days where you feel scroungy and gross? Well today is one of those days.

208.0 lb Lost so far: 80.0 lb.    Still to go: 53.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.