So then, I'm actually gaining weight but I've lost an inch and a half on my waist in the last two weeks and lost some of my body fat percentage. My size 46 pants, which fit a bit tightly when I first got them three weeks ago sorta feel like they want to fall off of me now so even though that number on the scale is going up I know I'm losing fat. I've also been a bit more active lately. I'm pretty sure that weight gain is muscle gain really. Still I want to get back down to 170 but I don't want to scuff the muscle mass being gained. It's a lot healthier than just dropping weight and becoming a twig again.
The illness keeps telling me that any gain is a horrid thing but I know better, that's just old Ana being a bitch like normal.
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