DSs move in/move out trip - part 2! Made it to Tallahassee yesterday... On time for me, but delayed over 3 hours for DS. But that gave me the time to get in some groceries to help me stay my course & get settled in the hotel. So, no complaints... Except that the cable doesn't work in the fitness room (they're changing cable companies apparently & haven't gotten to that room yet -- thanks goodness for iPods!)
Did hear a song on my iPod that made me chuckle though as I worked out -- He's Mine by Rodney Atkins. That song always reminded me of my oldest who I'm with now for the rest of the trip. He's always been a challenge to parent, he means well but doesn't always make the best choices, but as the song goes "he's mine & he'll always be the best thing that ever happened to me... And I love him unconditionally"!
But before I get going on my day of moving him out of his house hear & back home, I'll start my day praying for serenity. And again, I'll pray, breathe, journal & express my way this one day and each one meal, moment, bite & emotion at a time. Saying goodbye to my youngest was hard as it always is, but I'll see him again in Oct possibly (he has fall break & we may be able to coordinate a trip to see my Mom together -- it's a 4-5 hour drive for him). I did nt make the best food choices that day (Tues) but onward I go as I keep putting one foot in front of the other on this journey toward healthy eating & living. Today, I'm grateful for another day to build my healthy road, a safe haven here on FS with all of you my wonderful & supportive FS friends, my family & other friends, having one-on-one time on this part of the trip with my oldest & having the health and wealth to live this life I love! Hope you are all doing well & to check journals tonight -- sure miss connecting with each of you more regularly! Xoxox
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