Artaya's Journal, 25 September 2008

TODAY I WOKE UP N HAD TO CHANGE. MY MIND IS ALWAYS ON MY WEIGHT. IM NOT HERE TO B SKINNY OR TO LOOK DIFFERENT FOR PEOPLE. IM HERE TO LOOSE WEIGHT, B HEALTHIER, AND TO LOOK GOOD FOR MYSELF. I WANT TO B ABLE TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR N THINK DANG I LOOK GOOD FROM HEAD TO TOE NOT JUST LOOK IN THE MIRROR N CUT OUT MY BODY. I WANT A CUTE FACE N A NICE BODY FOR ME. PLUS MY DAD HE GAINED ALOT OF WEIGHT HAD HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE THE WORKS. MY DAD DIED AT AGE 40 OF A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. HE HAD HIS FIRST HEART ATTACK WIN HE WAS AT A YOUNG AGE OF 38. I DNT WANT THAT FOR ME OR MY DAUGHTER. SO I PLAN TO DO THESE CHALLAGES CUM HERE EVERYDAY N REPORT MY PROGRESS IM LOOKING TO GET DOWN TO 120LBS CUMMING FROM 170 ITS ALONG WAY TO GO BUT HECK NOT 2 LONG OF WAY IF I START TODAY.