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Restarting yet again. I hate being on this cycle. I wish I could just stick with it. I love losing thee weight, I wish I could just break this spell food has on me. My cousin Michael Jon died last Thursday 08/26/2010, and I just hid myself in booze and desserts. I hate this cause I have pain in my chest, and almost all my joints hurt. I even broke our steel framed to our king size bed when my wife and I were making love. I am so scared I will be next to go under-- on the brighter side, Terri is getting full employment at Monty and Muniz, and we'll have full benefits by Nov. My first goal is to get to then while on the diet, enlist a workout regimen at least 5 days out of the week, lose at least 30 lbs by then (really 50 would be preferred goal). I really want to be able to tryout for the Minor League football team this coming Spring. Wish me luck, the next few days are gonna be hard.
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