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Welp.....Im Fat!! 2 years ago I gave birth to my beautiful surprise 6th child. I weighed 138 when I became pregnant with her and now I am an overwhelming 176lbs!I feel so absolutely bad about myself. I don't know why this weight gain has effected me so much emotionally but it sure has. I don't feel comfortable or confident. I find myself making excuses to not have to leave the house. I am happy when I am home and hiding out. I have fallen out of fellowship with so many people that I love. Its just not like me. I def do not like this version of me but I am finding it hard to make a change.I have so much to be thankful and happy for yet I sit here and wallow in my pastrys after everyones in bed. My husband and I have scheduled our first vacation ever for May 6th. I was excited to used that date as goal to lose the weight and really enjoy my vacation. Two months have passed and I am still finding excuses to gorge myself on fried foods and treats. I so desperately need encouragement!
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