I have been receiving morphine shots since last Sunday night for pain I have been having in the area that I had a hernia operation on last April 2007. There are moments when I am in such excruciating pain, I simply don't know what to do. I want to vomit most days because I am in that much pain. I am going to make an honest effort at trying to lose this weight now. I say that over and over again and yet, I still remain within the same weight fluctuations. It is very frustrating. I don't have much of a choice though, I have to get this weight off because it isn't helping me at all. I feel so useless.
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173.6 lb
Lost so far: 10.4 lb.
Still to go: 28.6 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 2.1 lb a week
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