Leah22's Journal, 12 June 2008

I am going to try to get back on track with Atkins.. I don't have much money for food, but will see what I can find thats cheap and Atkins friendly when I go to the store later. I really need to get moving, but am staying with a friend (he is out of town, but has 2 roommates that are here, and don't want to work out in front of them, and didn't have room for my son's stroller in the car to be able to take him for walks). I will try to get my exercise in somehow. I feel like shit from not following the program and not moving like I was. Why did I have to go through this? Why do I have to explain to my son that he can't see daddy like he wants to? Why did I have to be on the receiving end of his anger and aggression? Why can't I just be with a man that will love me for who I am, and never try to hurt me? Does life always suck this badly?


Food....

I wasn't able to eat breakfast, but had a light lunch a little bit ago. I had some ham and cheese. About 2C and am on my 3rd glass of water.