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So I switched user names - the guy I was planning on marrying turned out to be a self-centered wimp that would complain of his ailments, to either gain sympathy or attention.
He did this when I was amidst crisis (I have a special needs son)+ 2 typical children (all are 11b - 9g -7b). Many times, well every time prior this ploy got me and gave him the attention he wanted.
I thought maybe I was being too self-centered. I was checking myself, but this time he really rubbed me the wrong way.
I really just had an emotional breakdown (during a full moon), considering some options with my child, that I could not believe I was considering, just for some peace, just for a break. I was just that spent.
After the huge meltdown my son had, we all got lost on our way to a foot ball game, the order takers at Burger King (Yea yea yea I know!!) were idiots, then I screwed up a message wasting precious time ---- I snapped at the same man at this mega church we go to, TWICE - one our way into service. My brother's friend who hates kids and me too I think, takes the children and me to our car (it needed break work).
So to hear that he is sick, and that he is feeling more pain in his tooth. I can fix that tooth problem for him no problem at all.
SOOOOO SO, I am wiping out all remnants of that & him, and starting fresh with this one being just about me and for me :)
So, here is to NEW BEGINNINGS!
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