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I DON'T SAY IT ENOUGH! First off, I want to say thank you to all of you for your well wishes on my recovery both from my surgery and my emotional journey. There has been so much going on in my life the past 2 years ( pending divorce, health issues, family issues,ect), I just never knew when the next shoe was going to fall. I am humbled by your words of kindness and wanted to say thank you. I know as the saying goes the good LORD will not give you more than you can handle but there were many times I felt that I was really being picked on. More than my share of drama and stuff going on pushing me to the edge of a total breakdown. My self esteem hit rock bottom and wondered why am I fighting so hard?
Finally a phone call from my divorce lawyer yesterday. I think he was struck by lightning. Sees what I have been talking about for over a year and is going to do something about it. Yippie for me, finally!!!!! Don't get me wrong, I am not wishing any ill will on my soon to be ex, I just want MY half. I dont think that is too much to ask for. Well,, let's just say this poop is going to hit the fan about the middle of next week, he is not going to a happy camper and I wish I could be a fly on the wall to see the look on his face.
He lives in our home, and thinks that I still should pay half of the taxes on the house because my name it too! HEY, he lives there mortage free, I moved out and have to pay rent! Anyway, so many things I could write about in this really ugly divorce and I guess most of them are that way.
But here is good news when I left him I weighed 232, now at a nice 145, let him eat his heart out. But, of course he will not say anything, but he has to look me and that is good enough for me. Two more week before court again, hope I can drop another 5 lbs or so and that will just make it all the sweeter.
Thank you again to everyone and have a wonderful, safe, healthy, happy, low carb day. Hugs to all.
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