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I really lost it today. I got off work as soon as I step into house told I needed to call my mom (which we haven't really been getting along lately, she is one of my triggers for over eating). Anyway my grandfather has maybe 2 weeks to 2 months at most to live. That was very hard for me. I just thought he would last forever I guess. He is 92 but I he just seems to have always been there for everyone. He is the last of my grandparents and I really hate to see him go. My one Uncle is not too far behind him. He was given a year in February. Needless to say, my husband took me out to eat at our Mexican food resturant where I could talk things out with him. I am getting back on the horse tomorrow and plan to go hiking in morning before breakfast. I need to get this out of my head so I can continue with my weight loss. Sorry this is so morbid. Wish all a successful day tomorrow.
Diet Calendar Entry for 30 April 2010:
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1764 kcal
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Fat: 78.67g | Prot: 72.50g | Carb: 189.29g.
Breakfast: green olives, cheese sticks. Lunch: V8 juice. Dinner: corn chips , refried beans, sour cream, tortillas, dinty morre roast beef, Green chili. Snacks/Other: grasshopper cookies, 2% Milk. more...
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