babydoll23's Journal, 09 February 2008

Well...I havent wrote in a while.. last weekend I was helping out at my bowling alley.. and I didnt preplan my food and I found I got into some trouble.. there wasnt anything really good to eat at the bowling alley.. so i ended up eatting a hotdog without the bun every 2-3 hours.. which isnt healthy on what it was and the portion of what I had. And then on the monday I ended up eatting a chocolate bar.. but tues came and.. Im back on it full force.. and I had sprained my ankle last week and Im going to try the gym today.. which I hope everything goes well.. cause without going I feel more sluggish and more tired all the time!
Work for the last few weeks has been extremely stressful as well.. Im about the throw in the towel but I think its just a rough patch! I sure hope so! Im still totally fallin for my bestfriend.. which isnt very good.. had a breakdown with him the last week and I talked about my feelings to him ... he didnt really say anything bad or good. Didnt really say anything.. but hes still calling me babe, doll, my dear and sunshine.. UGH!!! Hes away right now too and I cant talk to him in the slightest way :( I hope sunday night comes soon! :P
Plans for today... well.. people were trying to get me to go out for canadian idol... but I think for the time being.. its just an added stress and I havent practiced a song or anything. Soooooooooo plans for the day... going to the gym.... going to walmart for a few cleaning items and hopefully i stay on task in there!!! ... ummm then to my moms to pick up some movies she watched lastnight.. and the 2nd season of weeds... then its to my house.. to probably clean house and sing.. and when the cleaning is done.. its gonna be all about the movies.. and probably doing some scrapbooking! Ill probably have a nap.. and I work at midnight!

*Bonus about yesterday.. is that I got a fleece hoodie.. for 10bucks from winners! and I bought new pink and white DCs.. and I went out for dinner with my bros g/f, then came to work.. and It hasnt been too stressful..
BTW.. I bought a magazine.. I believe its called Diet 2008... and its awesome!!!!!! Its a really good magazine with helpful facts and information..as well as recipes and encouraging stories.. and.. theres a chicken noodle soup for the dieters soul which I think would be a good thing to motivate when feeling down!!!