I know that Im slipping.. seeing the zero weight loss really discouraged me, but that wasnt it. Both the babies were sick this week, high fevers, no sleeping for them or me! Then I had my varicose vein procedure, Isaiah got kicked out of camp.. the stress is all too much to focus on weight loss, on the back of a zero loss.. its been the perfect storm! I know I have to get back on track. I will forgive myself for the relapse and move forward. I hate falling off the plan. Im not unhappy with it. But when its 3pm and I still havent eaten and I dont want to cook because Im exhausted and there is no one here to help me, whats better than a McDonalds run? Things are calming down.. back to normal again... I can get back on track.
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