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Weight went up to 211. Been eating around a thousand cals and very low carbs for a couple of days but the scale hasn't moved yet. I hate to be so emotionally dependent on a stupid number on a scale. Sometimes I think I'd be better off just eating what I feel like eating and telling this diet stuff to go to hell. It is more important to be peaceful and happy, in the long run. I'm at a time in my life where I need peace and calm. I need to do the Lord's work as I understand it, and as I am able. He has given me a task then Satan comes into Bill and destroys my focus by running his mouth, blabbing about nothing, eventually getting around to criticizing me. I feel like I'm living with a demon.
Diet Calendar Entries for 04 November 2014:
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1171 kcal
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Fat: 59.55g | Prot: 117.99g | Carb: 53.81g.
Breakfast: Nonfat or Fat Free Mozzarella Cheese, Great Value Sharp Cheddar Cheese, Butter, Egg. Lunch: Atkins Advantage Chocolate Peanut Butter Bar, Atkins Advantage Chocolate Peanut Butter Bar. more...
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2839 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Shopping - 3 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 12 hours and 30 minutes, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 30 minutes. more...
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