KayBuckaroo's Journal, 23 May 2019

Good for acknowledging it. I know this is risky to suggest to a self confessed crabby but can you think of 5 other things that would comfort you more than eating right now? 

Do you know why you feel crabby? 

What’s risky is if we wake her up. Then she’ll be really crabby!!!!! 🤪 Love you Kay! Sweet dreams...#1. I’ll start got you...you can nap right now, so lucky and I can’t! Pregnancy naps are the best. I’d almost get pregnant just to deserve naps LOL!! Kidding. My baby days are done done done! 🙂 

For you, not got you! Autocorrect makes me crabby! Grrrrr 

Ohhhh, 5 things other than eating... Nap Bath Hug Journaling Back rub How’d I do ? 

Reads like a good start to me! 

I feel crabby because I’m overwhelmed financially right now, and that’s not new, but it’s requiring a lot more creativity with my reduced hours at work. I also took / days off last week, and consequently it reduced my numbers even more 🤨 funny how math works. I’m essentially working for health insurance and for the security of having a great job after the baby is born. I miss being financially independent. 

Oh I hear ya loud and clear. In that case, I must be crabby every day. LOL! My whole life has been a financial struggle. But you know, I count my blessings. There are many others worst off than me. Others with much more, but as long as we have a roof over our head and food to eat, I’m content. You’ll make it Kay. God always provides!! ❤️❤️❤️ 

Oh man I know how to be broke. I know what I need to do. You’re right, god always provides. I’m feeling sorry for myself, and shouldn’t be. Thank you wifey  

I’m going to be honest, I raided the candy jar. I logged everything and it is what it is. 

Sends a hug Kay!! And maybe buy less candy? Could you try that? Idk. Just a thought?! I hate candy. Not my thing at all, but hide the chips! 😮😮 

I’m just having a hard time with my stress and anxiety, and I chose to eat that candy. Empty calories for sure  

I just got done with cereal, and it was heaven.