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10 April 2016
Going in the wrong direction. I'm thinking maybe I should tell the doctor that I am depressed. But her answer will be drugs, the kind that it is hard to get off of, and a major part of me wants to be able to conquer this on my own. What happened to Pollyanna? I used to be so optimistic, annoyingly so to those around me. Now all I think about is how overwhelming work is, how I'll never be able to accomplish anything anyone approves of any more. And when I'm home, all I can think about is that it will soon be time to go back to work.
It is time to turn this around now. Take better care of myself. Do what I can do at work, and think about other things when I'm not there. difficult to do when I'm on call 24/7. But the sun is shining, it is already 71 degrees at 8:30 AM, and today is Sunday. I got out of bed and got dressed so that's a start. I've had down periods before and I can pull myself together and get out again. Starting with admitting I'm not eating healthy - that's something I can control, so a good place to focus.
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21 March 2016
Every little bit counts. Finally got some groceries again, so next week should be better.
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13 March 2016
I decided I am going to break up with my dietitian tomorrow. Not her fault, but I am under so much pressure at work that I just can't take any more pressure. She didn't pressure me, just made good suggestions, but I'm a people pleaser and felt like I was letting her and myself down because I just don't have the energy right now to commit to one more thing.
Oddly enough, I gained 4 lbs in the 3 weeks we've been meeting and lost 1 lb yesterday now that the pressure is off. I definitely think it is a mental thing - The whole time I was thinking about meeting with her each week, I was starving all the time, and nothing I ate did the job. Now that I've made the decision, I'm eating more normally, and not indulging so much.
I think part of me just wanted to rebel against one more person telling me what I should be doing. Maybe I will go back after work pressures ease up (if that should ever happen), but today I'm feeling better about myself, getting some exercise in cleaning my office and organizing my bookcases and I had to make myself stop for an afternoon snack so that I won't be too hungry at dinnertime. Go figure! Must be my inner toddler shouting NO, NO, NO!
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06 March 2016
Was depressed and overwhelmed by work last week and the scales reflect that. Starting off better this week, and back to some more positive thoughts.
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05 March 2016
Out of food again. I really need to get in a routine of stopping to get groceries a couple times a week. I go right by a good grocery store on my way home, but the car refuses to turn in, just wants to go home. Or maybe that's me. I just want to collapse at the end of the day. This week I've let the stress and overload at work get to me, so it has been hard to care about eating right, and I've made too many dashes to the fast food places.
New day, new decisions.
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