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Weight History
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29 June 2015
I absolutely hate my family. I am so tired of being the black sheep, the unthought-of, the asshole, the one they need when they want something or are sick. Fuck I eat because I am lonely and it feels good and I am lonely because I have never been wanted. I was a separation baby....mom left her husband, dad left his wife and bam affair and here I am. 2 sisters on one side, a brother and sister on the other side and they were all 13-14 when I was born. I was in the middle of a war between alcoholic parents, pissed off teenagers forced to look after a kid they hate. The more I try to stay away from my comfort food the more it hurts and comes to the surface. I just want to fucking die right now, or disappear and start a fresh new life somewhere. Would be nice to just cut all ties and forget the pain.
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28 June 2015
Weigh-in:
411.0 lb
lost so far:
15.0 lb
still to go:
281.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 2.3 lb a week
22 June 2015
Weigh-in:
413.0 lb
lost so far:
13.0 lb
still to go:
283.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 1.4 lb a week
12 June 2015
Weigh-in:
415.0 lb
lost so far:
11.0 lb
still to go:
285.0 lb
Diet followed poorly
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gaining 1.9 lb a week
28 May 2015
Weigh-in:
411.0 lb
lost so far:
15.0 lb
still to go:
281.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 2.5 lb a week
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