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I absolutely hate my family. I am so tired of being the black sheep, the unthought-of, the asshole, the one they need when they want something or are sick. Fuck I eat because I am lonely and it feels good and I am lonely because I have never been wanted. I was a separation baby....mom left her husband, dad left his wife and bam affair and here I am. 2 sisters on one side, a brother and sister on the other side and they were all 13-14 when I was born. I was in the middle of a war between alcoholic parents, pissed off teenagers forced to look after a kid they hate. The more I try to stay away from my comfort food the more it hurts and comes to the surface. I just want to fucking die right now, or disappear and start a fresh new life somewhere. Would be nice to just cut all ties and forget the pain.
Diet Calendar Entries for 29 June 2015:
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1756 kcal
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Fat: 55.78g | Prot: 26.68g | Carb: 292.05g.
Breakfast: Twizzlers Super Long Nibs. Lunch: Cheese Pizza, Vanilla Ice Creams, Lay's Dill Pickle Flavored Potato Chips, Maynards Sour Patch Kids. more...
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5129 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Swimming (slow) - 1 hour, Resting - 15 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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