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15 January 2009

15 January 2009

Helloooo, FatSecret!

I've been dieting/attempting to lose weight since I was, like, 15. Which, actually, when you think of it in those terms is quite depressing. Anyway, my goal is to weigh 140 lbs by April 30th, which is approximately three weeks after my 22nd birthday. The lowest I've ever been is about 145, which was really difficult to maintain (obviously). For some reason, my body seems to love hovering around the 155 mark.

I'm used to telling myself that I look alright, and it's really not that bad, but I'm sick of looking in the mirror and seeing, well, what I'm seeing: stupidly thick thighs, a bit of a tummy (which I never really had before!), jiggly arms, and the list goes on. Summer is in a few months, and I'd love - like so many of us - to enter bikini season not hating the way I look in a swimsuit. What a concept!

If I'm going to be completely honest though (which, really, why have a journal if you're not?), I don't feel like I'm in this 100%, and I don't really know what's keeping me back. I have the gym membership, the healthy food, the support of my friends; all the tools necessary to be successful at this, and I really hope I am this time, but in the same token, I feel really resigned and despondent. I hope the challenges and groups I've joined help me get out of this funk.

ANYWAY, it's late, I have homework to do and school tomorrow. So, until next time!

14 January 2009

Weigh-in: 157.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 17.0 lb Diet followed N/A

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