megmuff

Start Weight:(24 Sep 13) 172.0 lb
Current Weight:(14 Apr 14) 158.0 lb
Goal Weight:150.0 lb
following: megmuff's own diet
performance: losing 0.3 lb a week

FatSecret member since: 20 Sep 13

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Note to Everyone Re: "Appetite Killer"
WOW. You are awesome. You are also very funny. I like your quotes.
I feel humbled to see a person like you, losing THAT kind of weight, while I am struggling with 20 lbs for the 1st time in my life.
You are amazing and awesome.
Megmuff
posted 29 Sep 2013, 13:34
Note to Everyone Re: "Appetite Killer"
As a new Member, I didn't expect to get any email replies to my "post" regarding the death of my father on Tuesday night; yet I had so many kind and caring thoughts and condolences. Many of you shared a sentence or two of your own experiences.
Since there were THAT MANY, I hope you'll understand if I thank you ALL here in this one single forum, as I doubt I will get to individual responses for quite awhile. Please forgive me for that.
Your advice and all the thoughts and things you shared indeed helped me in ways I am sure you understand.j
A special thank you to the one who gave me permission to take whatever time out that I need for myself to get back to feeling rested and good again. I needed to hear that from a stranger, who was truly a friend.
Keep up the good work on your weight loss/maintenance everyone. I have been skimming over what goes on with you all. It is so tough. But you're all much tougher!
Thanks again,
Megmuff
posted 28 Sep 2013, 14:30
Appetite Killer
At 8:00 p.m. I called the hospital in CA to tell my father I loved him very much. And to say how sorry I was that I could not be there with him. (I live in another State.)
I told him I knew he couldn't talk, but that's ok, and he should rest well now, and no worries anymore. Just go to sleep.
(The nurse had to hold the phone to his ear, as he was in ICU and not physically responsive.)
Still, I wanted to say this, and some other things, believing the "subconscious" mind can hear!
5 minutes later, my phone rang, and my Uncle's wife called to tell me the hospital phoned them that he had just NOW passed away!
Crying or Very sad
This is a natural form of an "Appetite Supressant", which I've experienced before, due to the death of a loved one. I don't feel hungry for about a week; and then I slowly go back to normal.
But I'm older now, and it gets harder to handle heartache. Bouncing back is not so easy as 10 years ago. The broken heart is slower to heal, and so is the appetite.
I am not worried about the appetite. It's the pain I am about to feel. The loss once again, of a dear and beloved sweet man who cannot be replaced, nor will I see his face again, or hear his laugh, talk to him, or write him anymore letters . . .
There is no ending to this message. Death is only painful to the living; not the dead. And so I shall feel this pain, and with it deep deep sorrow.Sad Crying or Very sad
I can look forward to seeing him in Heaven, when that day does come. But in this moment, as I type this, I feel no comfort, even in knowing this. I suppose I am in shock.
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posted 24 Sep 2013, 23:05
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14 April 2014

I have followed my diet plan fairly well, rarely deviating from my regiment of breakfast, snack, and my main meal (dinner) being a "Body Wise" CHOCOLATE ...
on diet megmuff's own diet  

08 December 2013

[ Although I have faithfully stuck to my own diet these past months, when November arrived, I fell away from my rigid standards and my strict dieting ...
on diet megmuff's own diet  losing 0.6 lb a week

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