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02 April 2015

The Saga Continues......(aka Back in character)

It has been taking a bit to get accustomed to things around here. This place, this town, called the Abel Township. These people have been through so much. I've been struggling right along with them. From what I have gathered, they used to be very advanced with technology and now, they're back to living, well, like I have lived, but I can't imagine going from this grand state to the beginning again.

I have gotten a bit sick and it has kept me from starting my training as a Runner, but I've still been helping out. Today my quarters were inspected. As a Runner I get my own little space. It is a large room, separated by a closet, has a kitchen and a whole room for well..ahem. Anyways, the little cat is with me a lot too. We've grown quite fond of each other. I caught him eating a bit of my piece of meat today as I was about to cook it. It gave me a chuckle.

I am still doing this way of eating to try and not be such a chubby little cleric in a pink robe. I walked around in the heat the other day using my parasol to keep the sun from beating me up too much (It was in my bag of holding, so it was safe when I came in). One of the people walking with me remarked on it being "Girly-girly." Perhaps it is, but then again, I do so happen to be a girl.

We walked around a storage facility last night where people come to exchange assorted items (the Mall). We went for about 2 miles and my legs were tired. I need to get stronger. I want to be able to do over three miles and not even blink. I need to get stronger to make these trips coming up. I know patience and compassion with the self.

Well, off for now. May write more later.

02 April 2015

30 March 2015

I'm on restricted physical activity. I'm to be active, but just not so much so that I work up a sweat as I would lose potassium. So, over the weekend I ended up with severe stomach upset and got weaker and weaker. Well, around 1 in the morning I woke up to a mess that required me to shower and to do laundry. I took some meds for it. And it took every ounce of strength I could muster to get those sheets and blankets down the hall to get them in to be cleaned. I collapsed on the couch with Alex the Mighty diligently staying by me.

I finally came around about noon. I awoke, took meds, ate, called my doctor. I was advised to go to the ER. My CSS took me. By this time, not only was I weak, but I was having muscle cramps, and the tingling in my hands that had started on Saturday was now leading to numbness. So, a couple of hours and several tests later and I have low-potassium. It was likely low before I got sick, but the illness made it that much worse. So, now I need to focus on eating foods high in potassium that are in my WOE, along with taking my new med. I have appointment with my doctor on Friday as I only have 3.5 days worth pills of potassium. It is also a possible contributing factor or cause for the hallucinations.

So, going to fix something to eat as a snack before bed then off. Peace, love, and chicken grease.

29 March 2015

New Song:

There's a tear in my bacon
Cause I'm tired of sugar shakin'
Fructose syrup getting me fatter
Until my arteries rupture and splatter

So, now there's tears in my bacon
And I'm no more sugar shakin
Blood sugar no longer rocketin' to Mars
My body's gonna heal these scars

There's tears in my bacon
My feets done stopped their quakin'
Blood pressure no longer breaks the cuff
My hearts just the regular stuff

I'm not crying for the sugar
I'm waving goodbye to the dieting bugger
This ain't no dieting no more
It's a way of eating for sure

Each meal is my choice of life
Do I live or do I die with this slice of knife
I can cut up something to save my behind
Or I can cut up something to bury it all behind

So, there's a tear in my bacon
Cause I'm crying for this crazy shakin
Known as living so alive
Who would have that healthy, would be I

29 March 2015

Okay, I did something today that may be a huge mistake or the smartest decision of my life. I spent some time thinking amongst the chatter in my head and outside of my head. I've spent the last several years of my life trying to get myself to a point to start my life. Yep, start a life. I'm 37. I'm tired of waiting. I'm psychotic again. I'm a bit manic again, which is probably what gave me the courage to go for this today.

I had the idea to go and get sugar at the store today. I stared at the sugar and then walked over and picked up the sugar free candy instead that is 1 gram of carb per serving instead of like 22 per serving. I enjoyed my candy, and while enjoying my candy signed up for a dating site.

I haven't seriously dated in 11 years. Okay, last guy. We're at my place having our first date. We're holding hands, "Let's make love." "No." "Why?" "I've known you for a week and we met in a crisis unit. I don't move that fast." He wouldn't stop calling. I mean geeze. I dropped him and a few months later he didn't even remember my name. Guy before that, proved to be immature when I couldn't give him all of my attention during the only time I got to do something I enjoyed (literally the only 2 hours a week I got to do some MUSHing and he was a jerk about it reading off my screen three lines back from where I was typing, throwing the caps lock on repeatedly, he left without saying a word to me, didn't talk to me for days, then finally didn't talk to me at all), guy before that, turned out as I was getting ready for our first date I found out he hit women. I told him to take a hike and he said, "If you want this to be over all you have to do is ask." No, no, I don't. Don't have to ask for diddly from someone I haven't even made to the sodas with yet. Those are the most recent and that goes back as recent as 2012. Okay, not a real active area of my life as I keep saying, "When I get stable."

So, now, I'm signed up, and also partly because, hey, you know what, I've lost 85 freaking pounds total from my highest. I look better. I feel better. I am stronger (literally as well). If I spend my life waiting for that time when I'm finally all there I'm going to be 81 and in a diaper again. Nope. Going to live my life now, while I can call it a life. I am not old. I won't be old until a 100. My CSS is not being told about the dating site. She'll flip her lid.

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