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10 April 2016
So I'm back after a brief hiatus.
Spring break was rough because my parents always make me eat meat and tons of unhealthy food, but coming back to school was also not great because I always overeat so much when meals are buffet-style.
I don't actually know how much I weigh exactly because my scale is broken, but I know looking at my body that I've gained quite a bit of weight. I would be less self conscious about it if it actually went on in a way that's reasonable, but it always goes completely to my abdomen. I have friends who have higher body fat content than me and flatter stomachs. I would even be fine with it if it went more to my chest instead but i've got a subpar chest, a dip around my ribcage, and then a spare tire.
Although track season has started I'm still having a problem with overeating and I don't really know how to fix that? but I guess I'll do my best to eat healthy and hope for the best.
Weigh-in:
122.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
17.0 lb
Diet followed poorly
(3 comments)
gaining 0.7 lb a week
17 February 2016
I asked the athletic center trainer to write me a program to get in shape for track season, which she did two weeks ago, except I forgot to reply and forgot to check in with her so now she's absolutely aware that i haven't been to the athletic center in 3 weeks. I don't want to talk to her, but the longer I put off seeing her the more awkward it will be and it's already the idea of going in there now is already a bit agonizing.
I'm also not sure if this weigh-in is accurate because my scale is broken and it keeps switching between 120 pounds and 116 pounds. It gave me 116 pounds more consistently so I went with that one but it is entirely possible that my scale is lying to me. I guess all I can hope for now is that my future self will not binge again and will perhaps scrounge up the courage to face the athletic trainer.
Weigh-in:
116.8 lb
lost so far:
0.2 lb
still to go:
11.8 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
(2 comments)
losing 3.7 lb a week
11 February 2016
you know what ive decided
i think i should cut desserts out of my diet entirely for the next week and see how it goes
and i think i'll skip breakfast next week too because that generally works to keep my calorie count down
im excited
Weigh-in:
120.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
15.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
(4 comments)
gaining 1.1 lb a week
11 February 2016
Someone dropped my scale and I think they broke it and i don't know if it's accurate but it feels accurate right now. I went home during my school's long weekend and my parents made me eat meat and i still overate as usual because i have no self control
school is stressing me out even though i dont even have anything to stress over really. i dont even have the worst of it but im stressed out because im weak. i feel like im ready to die and i feel like if i laid down in my cemetery i would just stay there and never get up and be happy. god i don't want to go home for spring break i hate being home. i love being at boarding school i just hate the stress part. if i could just add like 6 extra hours to every day i'd be so much happier because i would have time to do all my homework the way i want it to be done and i would also have time to relax and draw and write. except i hate that now i'm at 120 pounds can you believe that i've gained 10 pounds since the beginning of the school year. i used to be 50 kilograms exactly and now i have 10 pounds worth of fat on me. and 10 pounds doesn't sound like much but can you imagine if you removed all my new fat it would total up to 10 pounds. imagine all the fat you take off beef or something when you cook it and then imagine 10 pounds of that. i can't believe i've gained 10 pounds and i still can't stop myself what is wrong with me.
Weigh-in:
120.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
15.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
(3 comments)
gaining 1.1 lb a week
29 January 2016
I'm coming down with something, everything hurts, and i overate so much today. As with most times when I have a fever, I'm dizzy but not nauseous. I guess that's good. Throwing up is, of course, an effective way to get rid of calories but I'm not too fond of puking in the open bathroom stalls we have in our dorm. Everyone here is so attractive and skinny and i wish i was motivated to exercise before i got sick. I'm so tired
(2 comments)
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