Hello FS family, I am new to this site and I am trying to figure this all out but would like to introduce myself. I am a single mother of two very handsome young men. I do have a wonderful, supportive boyfriend and two step children as well. I was recently diagnosed with Liver Disease. I have 9 tumors growing on my liver so with that being said my health has gone to sh*t. I don't have very many friends because truth is I am embarrassed to leave the house most days. My thought is if I dont have anyone to shop with I never have to try on clothes that do not fit and if I have no one to go out with then I never need to worry about how others will judge me. I am 4 foot 11 inches and 185 pounds. I am considered morbidly obese.... Hmmm... I agree with obese but morbidly..??.. Any who my boyfriend is 6'4" and 220 so he is tall and slender and perfect all around. He always tells me I am beautiful but until I can see it on the outside I dont think I can feel it on the inside. So I have decided to join this site to gain some support. I only have it from one person who has to support me because he doesn't want to sleep in the dog house. Just a little background. I was always thin up until having children. I was a petite 103 pounds. After having children I got up to 135 which I thought was healthy considering I was under weight prior. My husband of 5 years at the time left me with the two children. He said he did not love me anymore because I got fat. Some husband... I am in a good place now with my new partner but would like to lose 50 pounds to be happy and healthy for myself.