I am a Web Developer and Graphic Artist. I spend alot of time sitting in front of my computer. I have 6 grandchildren that I love dearly and want to be around to see them grow up. I live with my daughter and her kids and our life is a hectic place to be most of the time. I lost my Youngest son to a massive heart attack in 2006. He was only 27 and afterwards I fell into a horrible depression. Grief is the most controlling emotion in ones life. I went through this as I also took care of my elderly health failing parents. In 2008 I lost both of them within a month of each other which added to my depression. I became very recluse and an over eater. Now I want to regain some of what I have lost in this. I gained from 115 to 172 pounds in this and have suffered some health issues because of it. Barely able to walk I started a diet. Mostly because I have this new little grandson that just turned a year old that I want to see grow up. I wasn't even able to pick him up because the weight I gained seemed to congrgate in my belly and cause horrible back pain. I have lost 14 pounds but feel I need a little extra support. So here I am.