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14 November 2013

Weigh-in: 236.8 lb lost so far: 47.4 lb still to go: 96.8 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 5.8 lb a week

08 November 2013

I really am constantly amazed by the people in my life. I really know some great people. I had a day that should have been difficult but somehow turned out to be way easier than the way it looked. I am lucky enough to work in a Super Positive environment.

I work at an art college and the students never cease to inspire me and bring about feelings of how peaceful and loving it must have been at Woodstock where people shared food and listened to great music and didn't let petty things turn a good time into a disaster. If only the world could even be a little bit of that.

A good example of this is how I drive. I think sometimes we all forget that humans drive cars and that humans can make errors in judgment. I am a driver who would rather wait an extra second than to assume a driver is going to stop to give me my turn. I get dirty looks all the time for being too careful. When someone cuts me off I always think to myself that I hope they are not on the way to an emergency, or that they have so many bad things happening to them that they are distracted. Today I was the one distracted and I accidently cut someone off. There was no wreck, it was because of the sun (I didn't see him).He was so angry at me he followed me to the gas station to yell at me. I tried to apologize but he was not having it and eventually I just started crying. This seemed to make him angrier and he left.

I find it hard to believe that I can always be wrong, when I am careful people hate it and when I am less than careful I am "a woman who should never have been given a driver's license". So confusing to me.

I faked the crying so he would leave to be honest, I had a feeling he was not someone who could put up with an emotional female. It did make me think about how unforgiving we can be as humans. A lot of people don't even hold themselves to the same standard they would like to hold others to. When he screeched out of the gas station he ran the red light to speed off. But I was the bad driver.

LOL

Pammi

08 November 2013

Weigh-in: 241.8 lb lost so far: 42.4 lb still to go: 101.8 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (1 comment) steady weight

07 November 2013

Hello World!

Today has been a day of maturity. I had to have my weigh in on Saturday last week because of the Holiday, and so I only had from Saturday to today for my next weigh in. Only -.02lbs which is a little dissapointing. However, I did everything right, except I probably didn't eat enough calories for three of the days. Sometimes that screws me up, but I have tried to remind myself all day that in 64 days I have lost 22.1 lbs. which is pretty awesome for someone who did it mostly with diet control and stretching.

I actually started this journey December 2 2012. I weighed 292lbs but didn't find FAT SECRET until I had already gone down to 284.2lbs. So all together it is 50 lbs in 11 months which is nothing to sneeze at. I also took off 5/16 - 09/05 and pretty much fell off the wagon. I am firmly back on now and know that not every week is going to be a 3 or a 4 but I still secretly wish for it.

In the end, I will not make Onederland by my 40th Birthday, but maybe that is ok. Maybe age is just a number and no matter when I get there I will be happy, healthy and better for it.

07 November 2013

Weigh-in: 241.8 lb lost so far: 42.4 lb still to go: 101.8 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 0.3 lb a week

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