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02 July 2012
After some time collecting my thoughts and finding a place to live, I am ok. Not happy, but ok.
I am living with a gf of mine in my same town in her 2 bedroom apt. I have her spare room. I am going to stay with her for as long as I can. She may be moving in with her boyfriend, but I do not think that will happen before the new year. I've been spending a lot of time fishing and spending time on my own.
The ex and I are talking, but I don't know where that will lead. He is putting both him and his son into therapy. I am not willing to look at any possibilities yet.
The eating has been going well, and I am walking at least 3 times a week. I plan to increase this as time goes. Almost fully recovered from surgery, there is still that one spot that bugs me occasionally.
I went fishing all day yesterday with another ex of mine, we are pretty good friends, and hes been a kind of let go person for me lately.
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10 May 2012
If you are all wondering why I have been scarce. I've actually left my boyfriend. There are many reasons behind it but the few main are 1. It seems like he is resenting me for feeling so good after my surgery. 2. He hurt me in a personal way after surgery (he was not gentle at all and I ended up bleeding for 24 hours...) 3. He was starting to make comments like well I was thinking of getting family portraits his summer...but I'm can you make other plans because it is just going to be me and the kids.... He said he was joking but I was not even out of recovery yet! He told me he purposely said that to see how I would respond. So I am basically living out of my. At and on friends couches while he still has the house because he has the kid. So yeah my mind is totally fucked. This will be the 3rd time of starting over for a serious relationship for me...I don't know what I am doing wrong. I have no idea where I am going to live.
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07 April 2012
Appointment is on the 16th to see if I can get back to a normal life. Looking forward to being able to drive again! And get back to working out.
(4 comments)
17 March 2012
Recovery is going ok. The bruising started showing up the other day. They feel like they go all the way to my hips.
REALLY tired. Take more naps then actually sleep. They do not tell you that your first week of BM's will make you want to cry. Lower back hurts a little bit. Just feel like I have been punched in the stomach.
2 days in the hospital, first few days I moved really slow.
Though for just over a week of being out of the hosp. I think I am doing well. starting to feel like a little more like me. very little post op bleeding. They do not give you enough info of the after part of the surgery if anyone has any questions please do not be afraid to ask.
No emotional upset so far. Cried with my dad the other night when he asked me how I was. I was more upset before. I have been told since I was 16 I would probably not be able to have children, and probably have to have a hysterectomy at a younger age. While walking to the op table and trying not to look at all the equiptment around me I realized that this was it, this was FINAL.
I do not feel less of a woman, I actually feel relieved and keep reminding myself that the pain that I am in now will be the last of this kind of pain I will ever have to deal with. No more being anemic once a month, no more cramps that are so bad that I cannot move, no more feeling weak, and no more miscarriages.
Well this is all I can take for sitting on my bum for a while. They also do not tell you that sitting makes you feel like your being torn in half. I did not have an abdominal hysterectomy. They went the other way. And well you feel like your being pulled.
Hope everyone is doing well. My b-day is on Monday, so looking forward to having some company. Getting the bored itch.
(4 comments)
08 March 2012
Home, 2 days in hosp. I hurt, but it's over feels good to be out of hosp at home with a shower and on my own couch. Just glad it's over.
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