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25 October 2014

23 October 2014

23 October 2014

So, I just wanted to say that Ive been on this diet for a while now an I dont think it has anything to do with this, or eatting anything in general as I have tried different tests. But ever since the day before Ive had severe upper abdominal pain that comes an goes throughout the day. Its woke me up this morning an my chest an stomach area felt soo heavy I couldnt lay down no more, its currently hurting as I write this. I just want to know what it may be an if it could be serious. Ive tried googling it but its only showing for 'worse case scenario' So to best describe what Im feeling Id have to say it started out very sharp pain right in my stomach to the left part of my sternum, yesterday it was even swollen a bit an hard. But lastnight an this morning its more of like a vice grip inside my chest thats squeezing around me and starting to radiate to my back. It comes and goes an can be very severe one second an then completely dissapear the next :/ Does anyone know what this may be an how can I solve the issue ._.

21 October 2014

Um, Well. Im not sure where to start. So, I guess Ill just tell a little about myself and see what happens. I tend to get a lot of negetive comments from people, and growing up with a strict father whose always been dissapointed in me (and never failed to tell me it) Ive come to have really bad self esteem and hate for myself. Ive always been little and I remember at one point I did like the way I look. Yet somehow people always had something bad to say. I struggle with depression and self harm, among those things Ive come to obsess with Socialty's idea of 'Perfection' And have spelled where Ill excessively workout for weeks straight. And then diet and starve and binge, Yadi yada. Its come to the point where I dont know if Im too small an should focus on gaining muscle or if Im to chunky an need to lose more inches. I can never be satisfied with the way I am an I dont think I ever will be. So I feel this is one of my biggest struggles.

21 October 2014

Weigh-in: 90.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 10.0 lb Diet followed N/A

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