fat brat's Journal, 02 June 2012

Here I go again getting stuck. I have came to the decision that I must get on the ball and quit my little cheats. I have to workout, stop buying out, and just because friends are eating doesn't mean I have to eat too. Dr. Pepper is flowing through my veins again and I feel like crap. I refuse to let my laziness get the better of me. I saw something on TV today that has me scared to death I will end up dying before I am 60. I have worked too hard and for too long to let anything including myself get in the way of my goals. I have just one thing left on my bucket list I made years ago and it is time to make another one. I hope the next 10 years will be even better than the last 10. 10 years ago I was homeless, carless, jobless and uneducated. In that 10 years I have bought 2 homes, not rented, but bought!I have went through 5 used cars and just bought my first ever NEW car. I am about to graduate with a duel Bachlors degrees in Social Work and Nursing and I have been happily married to a wonderful man 8 years. As for the job situation, I am working for low pay but with my degrees my income will be 3 times as much if not more. I would say I have achieved my goals I set when I was 35. Now that I will be 45, 2 days after I graduate, it is going to be a challege to set my goals for my 55th birthday.

Sorry this is so long. I am having a bad day and hate myself for all that I have not achieve in the last two months with my weight. Hope you all can forgive me for my rant.
219.0 lb Lost so far: 23.0 lb.    Still to go: 69.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
on diet fat brat's no-no diet   steady weight

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