Tarla's Journal, 14 May 2012

Ate really heavy delicious food yesterday and I think it's weighting me down, not too impressed with myself, but it was Mother's day and my Hubby and my Brother made my Mom and I an amazing meal, I couldn't say no! But I think I did ok with my portion sizes and I don't think it's an actual fat gain, well I sure as hell hope not anyways.

Oh well yesterday is over and I'm back at it today! Life will always continue and I have to come to terms with the fact that I will over eat or drink once and a while but as long as I get right back on the band wagon the very next day and don't lose track of my goals and all my hard work, I think I will be able to live with myself for an indiscretion every once and a while.

So the game plan for today is lots of water to flush me out and I will be going to the gym tonight to kick my own butt tonight right after work. Sounds fair to me!

Even with eating what I did yesterday I am still proud of myself because before I would have been so upset with myself I would have went on a week or 2 binge just to punish myself for one day of bad eating. When I think back to it now, it makes me sick. Why did I think like that or act like that? I'm still not too sure, all I know is that will NEVER happen again! I won't let it! I am too important and so is my life! One day of bad food choices will never again turn into anything more than one day of bad food choices and I will pull up my big girl pants and start fresh the next day!

I'm worth it.
295.0 lb Lost so far: 19.0 lb.    Still to go: 31.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entries for 14 May 2012:
1162 kcal Fat: 24.68g | Prot: 118.38g | Carb: 114.90g.   Breakfast: Water, source, protein. Lunch: butter, French or Vienna Bread (Includes Sourdough), salmon, pickles, salad. Dinner: skim milk, mushroom soup, pork chops, Spaghetti. Snacks/Other: Protein Diet Chocolate Mint Bar, 1 Xl Steeped 2 Milk Sweetner. more...
4910 kcal Activities & Exercise: Stretching (yoga) - 30 minutes, Bicycling (very fast) - 17.5/mph - 1 hour, Resting - 14 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
gaining 4.2 lb a week

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Thanks for that, I am glad to see you can let it go. I think anyone that took part in a Mother's Day dinner feels the same today. Even men, if I cooked it, I am going to eat it also! But, I still have that guilty feeling. I am flushing the system also today and have a date with my home gym later tonight.... 
14 May 12 by member: Soulnoid
Good for you for seeing the old pattern and being able to change it. That is so hard to do with ourselves. One day off just jump back on. Hope you have a great work out tonight!  
14 May 12 by member: wichitaks
What a great attitude. I love your new approach and want to follow suit. Thank you for sharing. Glad you enjoyed your day yesterday and got right back on track.  
14 May 12 by member: M.Trublu
Lots of control. You go, Tarla. One day at a time. Enjoy your workout. 
15 May 12 by member: Helewis

     
 

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