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I am feeling disappointed that i have not been giving this my all. i wont let the disappointment keep me from trying though. i know i can do this. i want to lose weight and feel healthier and more energy. i need to take it one day at a time. i can feel myself getting impatient. today i can feel myself getting emotional and anxious about being around my inlaws. i feel insecure around them. I don't feel accepted by them. I don't know why i feel that way. i know they love us. i know they want the best for us.
God , I really want to have a good a relationship with them. help me not to base my actions on my feelings. help me to love them and treat them the way you do. help me to not expect more than what they are able to be. it is so hard when i feel rejected though. please strengthen my heart, God. I don't want to harden my heart toward them. but i don't want to feel hurt by them either. help me to not be sensitive in this matter....to be continued
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276.6 lb
Lost so far: 8.4 lb.
Still to go: 111.6 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 03 September 2011:
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920 kcal
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Fat: 6.09g | Prot: 37.57g | Carb: 183.69g.
Breakfast: rice krispies, nonfat instant milk, organic sugar, coffee. Lunch: nonfat instant milk, low fat granola. more...
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gaining 0.9 lb a week
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