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Over the last two years, I have sabotaged myself. It began in earnest last October. The enemy of my soul tried to draw me back into his nest. I complied for awhile because of fear and not understanding who I truly was. As I sought my Lord and Saviour, He showed me how I was physically NOT the baby I was when I was originally abused. I walked through the October situation stronger and closer to the Lord.
However, I had stepped back into fear of the abuse again. I put on the weight and went from what I had been for five years.....245 - 250 all the way up to 263.
Over the last three weeks, I have had a revelation of sorts as to why I was hiding in the fat I was gaining. It has now made me determined to lose weight and get out of this. At this point, it hasn't been too hard except to actually drink juice all the time. I am going to do some more reading, but I think that it is mainly the vegetables and not just all the juice. I am still reading, but will come back here and type more at a later date.
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256.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 26.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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losing 12.6 lb a week
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