Reina Estrella's Journal, 14 April 2009

I AM TIRED OF FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF.

I AM TIRED OF CONVINCING MYSELF THAT I'M POWERLESS.

I AM TIRED OF TELLING MYSELF THAT I CAN'T DO THIS.

I AM TIRED OF SAYING I'M TOO WEAK.

I AM TIRED OF LIVING A MEDIOCRE LIFE.

I AM TIRED OF BEING UNHAPPY WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR.

I AM TIRED OF BEING MY BIGGEST ENEMY INSTEAD OF MY BIGGEST CHEERLEADER.

I AM TIRED OF GIVING UP ON ME.

I haven't gained any weight this month, but haven't LOST any either.

What the hell am I waiting for?
195.0 lb Lost so far: 18.1 lb.    Still to go: 5.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
steady weight

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I know how you feel, no matter what I do I stay the same weight anymore....and I still can't stand how I look I mean people compliment me all the time, but it doesn't mean a thing to me! 
14 Apr 09 by member: Kcirsmommy
You get me completely. Thank you for not saying I'm crazy. 
14 Apr 09 by member: Reina Estrella
Girl... I've been there, for over a year now. It's time to get up and kick some butt! We can do it! 
14 Apr 09 by member: bullytrouble
this journal is not bad. BUT tomorrow, write in your journal I WILL... write down everything YOU will start doing! I'll be looking for it.  
15 Apr 09 by member: cindyshine
i agree with cindy, but instead of sayin i will...say i am..put it in the present time ...i will do this, can mean at any time...instead say i am eating better making it in the moment..your mind will accept what you are tryin to change...hard to stay positive all the time, but positive thoughts bring about a happier person... 
15 Apr 09 by member: loosinisfun
I think each of us has your thoughts at one time or another. You had a huge loss really quickly and I am sure that your body is adjusting. Are you exercising? You can do it. It is hard f ing work but you can do it.  
15 Apr 09 by member: Deana Garcia

     
 

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