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'm supposed to be doing my taxes, not this.... but i'm on cal count too and posted some stuff there. my name is demofem there, or artisjoy.. i'm not sure.
I love putting on new smaller clothes and prancing in front of the mirror. It helps me stick to my diet..but i can't keep getting new clothes! I have more than enough right now, don't have extra money, New clothing is just another addiction, i know- but healthier? I;\'ve been this way all my life.
When i stopped smoking i weighed 142 pounds and went up to 156. After 4 wonderful months of not smoking disgusting cigarettes, my best friend said to me:"you are fat." The next day i bought a pack of cigarettes to use as diet pills. Then i started calorie count and have lost 38 pounds. That's 24 pounds beyond the cig weight. So why don't I stop smoking again? I'm not secure enough in this yet. I'm not ready. i was suicidal last august, at 156; now that i smoke again, i can die more slowly. no i'm not kidding.
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118.0 lb
Lost so far: 37.0 lb.
Still to go: 4.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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steady weight
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