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Down again. BF is gone for the entire week. Got a new pilates workout set. Might try it but haven't been working out per-say lately... just being really active usually on most days. Now since I have to take care of the chickens and dog and cats and fish and sugar gliders (Admission to my zoo is only $5! :D ) I'm always busy with housework.
Maybe if I lose another pound or two I will change my goal weight to 130. I just don't really like looking at it in the way that I "have" to lose 2 more lbs or 3 lbs, but that I just "am" losing it. If I make it my goal then I feel like I "have" to, lol. Weird, I'm so weird.
On a more personal level, I probably won't ever do this, but I probably should talk to someone who focuses on personal image issues. I seriously don't see myself as any different, and even though I'm still losing on the scale and also below my goal weight - I still feel like... just as big as I did before. I am really disappointed when shirts that I haven't worn in a while look good on me - why? That should make sense right - I haven't worn them for a while because the last time I tried it on, it looked bad. Last time being "big me". But why does that bother me? I have like... seriously - enough clothes to last me at LEAST 6 months without doing laundry. I have two full closets, and they're PACKED. I mean I have CLOTHES. So, I have had clothes in MANY SIZES over my clothes hoarding time. I shouldn't be surprised that some things fit me now, or look good on me now. I just expect everything to be too big. I am excited when my clothes are too big, lol.
BF and I went on a shopping spree since he got paid on a big commission. I bought 4 pairs of jeans - ALL size 5. Different brands. Skinny jeans even! I HATE skinny jeans but I found a pair that I like and I can wear them! Also, bought sweaters - size SMALL! T-shirts still range between medium and small... there's no rhyme or reason for t-shirt size I've found. And the medium hoodie I bought from school for our fisheries department, is like... a giant hoodie dress on me. Ridiculous.
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133.1 lb
Lost so far: 46.9 lb.
Still to go: 0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entries for 07 November 2010:
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1394 kcal
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Fat: 58.51g | Prot: 50.58g | Carb: 177.65g.
Breakfast: Coffee, Peach, Jimmy Deans Griddle Sticks. Lunch: Raspberries, Pringles Baked Wheat Stix. Dinner: Animal Crackers, Slim Fast Chocolate Nougat Gone Nuts, Corner Bistro Three Cheese & Ham Stufffed Melt with Creamy Tomato Bisque. Snacks/Other: Old Wisconsin Turkey Snack Bites, Hellmans Fat Free Mayo, Hard Boiled Egg, Fruit by the Foot Mini, Stuffed Cabbage, Creamy Supreme Sugar Free Chocolate Frosting. more...
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2939 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Running (jogging) - 5/mph - 4 minutes, Sitting - 7 hours, Housework - 30 minutes, Shopping - 1 hour, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 30 minutes, BMR - 10 hours and 36 minutes, Driving - 45 minutes, Desk Work - 3 hours and 35 minutes. more...
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losing 1.4 lb a week
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